Today I was sitting outside spending some time with God. In the midst of trying not to stress and fix the circumstances in my life, I found myself needing to just back away and spend time with my Lord. All of a sudden I was distracted by lots of thoughts that have been going through my head lately and I found myself going down the destructive road of believing that I am not worthy of good gifts.
I'll admit that there are just certain areas of my life that I have so often struggled with feeling like I am not good enough to receive in. Lies began creeping into my thoughts when I all of a sudden I felt the reality of an internal struggle. It was time to begin fighting off the lies that too often capture me and hold me in the bondage of feeling like I am not beautiful, not good enough, not likable, and not worthy of good gifts. It is almost as if I could literally feel the chains wrap around me and all of a sudden my eyes were opened to the battle. The enemy knows where to hurt me most and as I had the realization of what was really going on in my thoughts, the words, "You have no power over me" came into my mind. It immediately reminded of a scene from the Labyrinth:
My revelation was the very simple realization that Satan has no power over me. I know that he tries to hinder truth from penetrating my heart. I have been on a road of realization in the last few months - my eyes being opened to how God sees me and who I really am. Satan has had too much victory in my life in how I view myself. But, he has no power over me. The truth is that I am cherished, valuable, special, and worthy of great things in my life. I am beautiful, empowered, joyful, and my heart for Jesus delights my Lord. I'm not gloating. I am just stating facts - and I need to state them more often because they are the truth of who I am. I'm a priceless treasure to a wonderful and loving God. I pray that you may live in the same realization. He loves us all so very much.
what a great "word" from the Lord - too many times we allow Satan to get a foothold in our life - and that's all he needs to run with it. Appreciate your sharing your heart in this. LYT...mom
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DeleteI have recently been reminded that Satan is the greatest liar, and unfortunately many of his lies involve accusing us of our failures. How wonderful it is KNOW that he is a defeated enemy who has the pit to look forward to while we dwell forever with the One who loves us unconditionally. Pretty cool post, honesty is rare in a lot of what I read on the net, very good to see it in your writing.
ReplyDeleteIt's true. He is completely defeated!
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